Prequel to KL trip...

Tmr's the Kl trip... i'm juz about done packing my stuff... dunno y... but i dun seem to be hyped up or excited by it... could it be due to the impending visit coming up this coming tues? I can't put my finger to it... or mayb its juz the company... but i'm gg with so many of the other guys...
darn.. in preparation for this trip... the other guys have been asking me wat i'm gg to do... its like.. everyone is directing their preferences to me.. hey, do i look like the i/c? haha
Lately, i feel that everyone is looking to me for directions... Even my Mdm noticed.. She commented this afternn when she asked if i was gg for lunch... "Gg for lunch? Or waiting for ur kaki (frens) to come and find u? They always find u mah..." Gosh.. my interpretation... to put it crudely.. its like.. i'm their nanny...althou sometimes i do feel like tt..haha... or in a nicer manner... their contact point... .. i'm the youngest amongest them... yet some look for me for advice and directions... i'm more than happy to be playing such a role... but at times... u can't expect me to be superman and accede to everyone's request.. please be understanding.. k?



Work sucks.. i'm overloaded once more... 4 mtgs in 3 days... 5 minutes of mtg... 1 visit...
I feel tt i'm victimised at work by certain people.. this makes me sick... i'm stigmatised...
Argh! enuff of work.... I've had enuff for these 4 days...

supper... dc visit...

Nightfall: I just love to bask in the peace and tranquility that it brings ard... But i onli get to enjoy it when i'm out for supper... and mind u..food isn't the main focus.. Its the atmosphere that allows me to thk... conc on my thoughts.. yep.. i'm having more white hair now...

Y am i diff frm others...? i ask myself sometimes... y can't i be your regular guy nxt door...

argh! DC visit is coming ard.. i'm still unable to find the song for the presentation/montage... i'm soOo dead... anywae.. eve, thanks for the songs that u recommended on sat... hope big boss and 2nd big boss will be alright with one of those...

first-aid course... @ tracom...

woOH!! I'm on course again!! the mandatory 3 day first-aid course (if i dun attend... i can't ord...) .... @ tracom... its simply heaven....!!! No more blk 85 hawker for 3 days... early dismissal... can u imagine gg home @ 1600 hrs...?? Shiok!! if onli it was like this everyday!! Haha....

btw, the onli down pt of was that the course was kinda crappy lar... pretty bored sitting in the class... learning onli minute additional stuff tt i've not learnt before.... I'm onli looking forward to the lunch and dismissal time!!

Shadows of the Neanderthal

Its funnie how ppl keep posing questions to me...the even stranger thing is how i even manage to ans them... hm... am i weird..? i do thk so at times... as i type this blog... the sky is getting darker... seems like me life... bleak... haha... lighthouse... lighthouse...

I've already made up my mind... i ain't doing anything bout' certain things... if it flows... good lor.. if it doesn't.. i'm fine with it... seriously... some ppl shld juz take things easy... dun be so stubborn and be open to ideas.. i was reading the book... "Shadows of the Neanderthal" by David Hutchens. Its about mental models and how it limits our ability to share insights and make progress. It also touches on how we should learn to surface, share and challenge our own and others' hidden beliefs and recognise how they inform or misinform on wat we do. A short book with wicked humour... Its bout' a caveman named Boggie and his frens who refuses to come out of their cave juz becoz they refused to challenge their beliefs although Boggie eventually did and accepted the new information. There's this model called the "Ladder of Inference" which is darn true... about how we often select certain stuff, make assumptions, draw conclusions and thereafter adopt beliefs... V interesting... I wonder how long i will rem wat i read... haha...