5 Day work week...

YES! Its been confirmed!! NSF will be getting the 5 day work week treatment as well! Well, tt means all of us will hafta work till 6pm frm mondays-thurdays and till 5.30pm on fridays. Sat, off!! Yeah. Which means, save on transport fees ( 1 mth = $8-9) and also the added incentive of waking up late on saturdays. Its a refreshing news to hear ever since my thing happened. Today work was pretty good as i was kept busy thru out, mostly lar. In the morning, had to print, file and send out e-mails to the various people who will be attending the meeting on the 2nd sept. So i had to prepare a file for commander and then also to consolidate the relevant information for hasrul in preparation for the meeting. Hm, i'm still not sure if i'll haf to attend the meeting but hasrul gave the slightest indication that i will indeed be attending but the draw back is that the secretariats will be at the venue at 8.30am when the meeting will only commence at 10.00am. If i do successfully attend this meeting, it'll be the largest scale meeting that i would ever haf attended since stepping into golf div as there will be people frm the diff home team organisations. Anywae, moving on... So in the afternn juz before lunch, DSO came over and asked if i would be free to help him out wif the intrusion exercise ( most people get tis only once or none at all ) and i was like kinda, "erm... why me again huh?" of course i din voice out my thoughts but i still agreed to help him out. So he drove me home to enable me to change before we embarked on the exercises. Hm, well... I won't touch on it anymore. Haha.

I'll be attending the microsoft frontpage course on the 23 and the 24th Sept (yes, i hear ppl luffing liao, but i'm kinda dumb when it comes to web designs and stuff ) and it makes me feel kinda relieved as they still trust me ( i thk they do) to allow me to develop myself. Anywae, shuren asked me to go up to the PNSF Office to check out if i had to fill in any forms and there in the office, stood the motherly PNSF Officer, SI Janet. She's quite small built but has this motherly feeling bout' here and there she stood, downing her gardenia bread wif peanut butter and she told me to learn from my mistakes. Yeah, she's nice, a little naggy as most would call her but to me, its good tt she's telling me all the things as i truely understand all the things that have been going thru. It was nice of her to talk to me and she even had the time to somewhat comfort me. Man, i hope things will turn out fine as i hope this incident doesn't affect my C.O.S upon ORD. *pray* Really appreciate the time that she took out even though it was juz a casual talk coz some supervisors dun even bother to talk to you. I guess i'm kinda famous in DHQ liao coz before this incident happened, many din even know i existed, not to mention SI Janet. Haha, but today when i stepped into her office, she immediately advised and encouraged me. Wow, its good ppl finally know i'm here! But not for the wrong reasons coz tts bad. Nvm, i'll build up my reputation in due time.

Today's my mdm last day at work with us, thou i disappointed her and din haf a chance to properly interact with her but i reali appreciate her efforts in guiding, leading and grooming me despite the short time that i've been in the office. She's reali a kind of supervisor in another league should i say. After work, me, shuren, vincent and benjamin went down to tampines mall/century square to find the farewell gift for mdm. It was weird! 4 guys shopping and we cldn't thk of anything constructive for a long long time. Finally we decided.. I'm not telling you and not as if u (reading this) care! Haha. Hope everything turns out alrite...

Tmr's a new begining...
It marks a new milestone in my life...

"Quote"

The diary of life encompasses memories.

Some near, some far.

Yet the loveliest ones are those teeming with love.

I feel like a pig. Save me!!!

I feel like a pig now...! *OinK* *oINk*
Sounds bad leh. I've been feeling so tired, i'm actually tired gg to work everyday for the past week. I can slp at ard 10pm, wake up at 6.50am then go to work at 7.40 which means i slp for an average of bout' 7 hrs which is more than shuren but i still feel so tired. I came home today after work ( i feel aslp on the journey home ) and had my lunch, was quite grumpy when i came home coz i was super hungry till it got on nerves. Had 2 plates of noodles and manage to watch ard 1.5 hrs of tv programme and then.... slpt....In addition to slpin so much, i've also been eating quite alot. In fact, i juz came home frm my aunt's hse where one of my relatives was celebrating her bdae and they catered dinner and the amt was massive. I was forced to consume a whole plate of satays. Althou i love satays, but this isn't the way to enjoy ur food ya know. Enjoyment c0mes along when u eat in moderation and not when u're stuffing urself. Yucks. Haha... Tt's not all for this period of time. Tmr's there family gathering which means food will be in more than enuff again and it also means i get to see my cousins who did not attend tonite's dinner. Then there's suppose to be a gathering wif waisoon, lewis, bryan, brian, meng kiat, kee hong,kiang meng and mayb a few others on monday where they'll most prob be heading down to marina south for steamboat. Add this to the fact tt there might be a farewell dinner for my mdm who's leaving for P & O at PHQ on the 1st Sept. Gosh, doesn't this scare u? If it din, okie lor. But i'm sweating over the prospect. Man, johnny, so when u planning to go to the gym? I thk i reali nid it after all this delicacies. I reali nid to sweat and burn off those extra calories some time pretty soon.

"Quote"

Like the stars which lits the sky.

The love in me will never die.

good or bad? we'll know..

Was pretty nervous today juz b4 5 coz robin called mi up in the office telling mi that my IO wanted to see me after work today. I thot today would be 'D' Day ya know. In the end, as it turned out, it was onli to record my further statement... It went smoothly, reali appreciate IO's help during the period of time when statments where concern. They're all v nice to me. Well, as it seems, i'll know the outcome nxt week accordin to IO. I hope its nxt week. Juz wanna get this over and done with. I nid my laptop back!! I nid to do my work!! I NID IT! Haha.. Forgive me for my behaviour now. Haha.. But i'm feelin quite good after today coz at least i know wat offence it is, and luckily its only 1. Phew...

Stupid benjamin... Asked me to call up the prize recepients of commander's annual award for last FY. Tt's not the point. The pt is, after i'm almost done wif calling all, then i asked him bout' the attire. ARgh! The attire is full-u and i had to call the same group of people once more to inform them bout' it. Okie, mayb it was my fault tt i din clarify it wif him right from the start. Well, haha... Just laugh it off i guess... Haha...

Oh ya, after work yest. Went to mit up wif Shufang, lorna, chingman and peide at jurong point. Dun ask me how i ended up at JP... I juz did. School sounded so scary to me - the way they described it, it sends a alarmin message to me at this point of time. Haha.. Nice to mit up with them after an extended period of time thou it was at JP and i guess frens reali make u go the distance huh. Crap. Haha.. Anywae, idol mania is sweepin in. Yesh, tokin bout' Singapore Idol. Things are getting reali interesting coz we nv know who will be in and who will be out thou i have certain individuals in my mind but i guess if they reali dun make it, so be it. I'm juz watchin for the fun of it thou i'll tend to tok bout' it at certain points of my life. Haha.

Okie, lewis. This is for u. Quit buggin me for the photos, i'll upload it as soon as i have the time. Haha, guess if i'm still doing office hr and in the event that PNSF also get the 5day week which applies for civil servants. Then... Haha, got time to upload lor. Wait k....

"Quote"

Life is like steering a ship,

It can never be too peaceful.

It it does,

It gets you nowhere.

Rojak~

Had time to catch AVP ( Alien vs Predator ) after work yest. Oh man, it din live up to expectations at all. I'm sure most of us anticipated a horror movie or somewhere along tt line am i rite? Well, sorry peeps... Gotta disappoint ya this time ard. It was more of corny and lame storyline than something tt is action-packed. But its still okie lar, juz dun haf high expectations. Btw, the fighting scenes btw the alien and predator is... pitch black and its all close up. So its like almost impossible to make out who's who and the camera is movin at lightning fast speed so its all blur and confusin. Nice way to work within the budget and get the effects out huh? Haha..

Yest was the 2nd inspection by Commander. Boy, was it good~ Haha. Commander praised mi for a job well done for polishin my shoes, cheap thrill huh? But he kinda forgot which unit/department i'm frm. So tt might be a cause for celebration as this means either
1) He forgot bout' my case as its not tt serious
2) He's givin mi a chance to show him i can be disciplined
Well, regardless whichever is the case, i've definitely and hopefully left a good impression on him. If not for myself but for Planning office. Yeah~

There's a meeting tmr. Oh, meeting... To me, my concept is such tt, meeting=minutes. I'll have to do the minutes for almost every meeting. There are also 2 meetings which will be held the day after tmr. Which means... 3 meetings in 2 days. I hope it ends there and it doesn't increase anymore. However, in the event tt it does, so be it lor... At least i'm occupied~ Haha.

Feelin pretty good today~ Guess it muz be coz i believe tt there's still hope~

"Quote"

Scars will remain,

Hearts will heal.

Fight this battle,

U will prevail!

- Strength -

Its been quite some time back since last blogged i thk. So here i am back again to provide some inputs into this little bloggy of mine. This week, has been goin, considered smoothly. I'm reali feelin so much betta now compared to the previous few ( as a matter of fact, its last week ) days, life is kinda movin back to normal for me now. Btw, lewis... I know u read my blog and u informed kiang meng bout' it. Tt stupid idiot msged me and asked me bout' it, he gave mi a terrible scare yest. Thanks for ur help.... Thanks ar.. Haha.. Since u were here, y din u also juz leave a comment? Haha, mayb at least i wun be so terrifed and pondered y did kiang meng know bout' it. Anywae, as i was sayin before lewis flashed across my mind, ya, life is slowly but surely creepin back to normal for me now. After work today, played a couple game of pool down at the cafeteria with Victor and Johnny. After which, had lunch with robin, faisal and johnny.Had roti prata for lunch, thou its not v healthy but i suppose eatin it once in a while doesn't reali matter rite? Anywae, i'm movin on~ Life has to move on, i can't stay and be stuck with this. If i do remain and be stuck , then this lesson would not haf paid off coz i'll still be dwellin on it and not change the attiude that i have.

Phew~ At least its the end of the week. This symbolises an indication that its resting time for me tmr..
After the ordeal that i endured last week, all the scoldin and wakin up early since last mon mornin till today. Tmr's gonna be the day where no 1 will be disturbin mi while i recover in the form of my beauty sleep. Slp is essential for me, coz i've been mentally and physically drained out for this period of time. Mayb some of u guys will understand, but i guess mostly - not. Not underminin some of u guys ability to be able to understand, but i thk this is reali more than juz on a superficial level. It goes deep down, real deep. So deep tt it cuts and the scar will forever be present to remind me before i attempt to do anythin stupid and silly again. I hope u ppl can learn frm my mistake - at my expense pls! Not at ur own!

"Quote"

Strength lies in oneself.

No matter how tough life gets,

It still has to move on.

encaged...

I feel betta once i finish 1 day of work. When i step out of the office as a matter of fact, i feel so relieved, so much betta. Guess i'm movin on for now despite the final results not out yet. i thk wateva comes, juz accept it lor coz i am to blame in the 1st place. Well, i hope tt this doesn't affect my future tt badly. I will try to stop harpin on this matter for now ( if i can help it) and now concentrate on how to spend the rest of my remainin time in the office. Nothing interesting happened today, well... Couldn't say its bad, can't say its good too. My colleagues have been encouragin despite wat i've done to them. It speaks volume of their character and personality. They're so nice. I juz hope i can pay them back one day if i've the chance. Hm.... Oh well....

"Quote"

Like the leaf that falls,

Love will pick me up once more.

question marks...

Man, at least today was a little betta compared to the other 2 days. I feel kinda a little betta now. But wif my future in the balance and i keep hearing speculation bout' it. I dunno, all i know is tt i dun wan to be posted to sentry coz i wun learn anything from it thou it helps to increase ur awareness level ( its a muz haf skill to survive ) and keeps u alert but i wan somethin tt i will be able to learn stuff. NPC is fine wif mi actually, where u get to do patrolling and see how the world outside is like and the different kind of ppl tt u'll come into contact wif. I feel kinda stressed out by all this. Shuren suggested tt both of us talk durin classes (4 in all) during sept which conicides wif some sessions. We will talk to the class bout' our mistakes and to act as a caution to others who face the v same dilemna tt we encountered. I guess tt might be one way to atone our mistakes and prove ourselves on top of the punishment tt will be eventually met out. So tired.... ..... ..... .....

"Quote"

Silence begets fear.

Optimism shatters silence.

I dunno wat to say. I juz wan this chapter of my life to come to a conclusion asap. I dunno wats installed for mi after this but for one, it sure isn't gonna be pleasant.The entire planning office reputation has been flushed down the drain coz of my stupid action and my stuborness. Words cannot describe how guilty i feel. According to Johnny, from MPO, he said tt my mdm cried last nite, tt was the reason for her puffy eyes... I'm solely responsible for destroyin everything... He gave mi the image of things turin v v v bad for mi, but still he consoled mi tt there's still hope and room for negotiation... I seriously hope there is...

I thk my case is super serious juding frm everything tt has happened. All the follow up action like the actions tt has been implemented. Its all coz of me. I dunno wat else to say liao. Never play wif fire, u always lose....

DEAD

My life is reali messed up this time. I'm not feelin too good today. In fact, i'm feein terrible coz of wat happened yest which eventually led to events today. Yesh, i'm currently under the scope. I'm so dead... I can forget bout' remainin in DHQ liao. Forget bout' my promotion to sc/sgt, can forget alot of things liao. I'm so lost, confused coz i dunno how to face anyone. I'm feelin so terrible i cld break down and cry... Coz i juz messed my future. I'm still young but now i've been marked down for life. Forget bout' my previous quote coz this is the real deal. No quotes for today guys.. So sorry bout' tt but thk bout' it, my quotes aren't exactly fantastic. I'm prayin for a miracle now... Hope u guys can pray for mi too...

my life is screwed...

I kinda messed up my life today while tokin to my senior back in marist. He kinda complained bout' stuff and i gave him suggestions on how to go about channelin his feedback. Then the biggest mistake in my life occured. Only then did i realise i was...hot soup...wateva u wanna call it.. Its not my day. So now i'm livin in terror - i still haf a long way to go in life. I dun wanna be condemmed for life juz for this error i've made.

Anywae, lim jian smsed mi today. Asking if i'll be free this sat to celebrate ronald's belated bdae. Man, he juz reminded me of some of my long lost frens~ Baoyan, Liang Jie and others. Hm, i shld meet up wif them coz the last time i saw them was durin the last day of sec4 i thk. Call myself a fren...

My days have not been gg too well lately. Guess its the fengshui of the office. Coz the PDS office ppl, namely me and shuren have been having and making stupid mistakes all these while. Shuren treated mi to "The Twin Effects 2" after work today coz he said this might be the last time he'll see mi ard~ To all u ppl out there, one piece of advice. Dun spend even $6.50 on the movie. Its total crap and rubbish. No brainer. Hm, after the show, on my way to the interchange at tampines, i saw Zhi Cao and Tzong Zhao. Man, it feels good to see ppl u know ard, especially when they're all doing well. However, i always seem to bum into Zhi Cao either in town if not in places like tampines. Haha... K lar, gtg liao... So tired... Hope tmr will be betta! Btw, Jay Chou new album rox~

"Quote"

If you think your life is screwed, it probably is and it will remain so until you change your attitude.

The fundamental difference b/w successful people and failures - Positive thinking

Loser or Winner?

You Decide!

:: Austerity ::

Darkness crept slowly into my world.
Emptiness soon followed.

Loneliness enslaved me,
Cowardice grew in me.

The only light left,
was within me.

-Me-

promises....

*puff* *puff*
juz finished running ard my estate, thk it was more than 2.4km coz it was for bout' 20 mins. Yes yes, my stamina is not tt good k, so dun luff.. Know there are loads of ppl who can run faster than mi lar but i'm runnin coz i wan a healthy lifestyle. Sitting in the office has reali slowed down my metalbolisim rate. I dun perspire as much as i use to and this rings a bell for concern. It shows i'm not healthy liao coz of my lifestyle - eat, slp and do work in the office. Anywae, this sunday got NIKErealrun which provides another opportunuity for mi to go run. Haha. Life is good~
So aaron, i wun be able to send u off this sunday at the airport, i guess u knew tt long ago. Sorry bout' tt and hope tt we do meet up b4 u leave if not it'll be in december b4 we marist meet up again. So long sia...

Ya. Yesterday as predicted by me, sam din call me.... ARGH! Gg to kill him one day, i msged him somewhere ard 2245 asking him wat time wld he be free and guess wat? He onli replied me this mornin at 0057hrs. Asking if i was still awake and free to tok. Man, by the time i on my phone, i was preparing for work liao. Call himself a fren, call himself a good fren, always makin empty promises. argh.........................

Feeling kinda good now coz...coz....i ran? I dunno bout' tt too, but juz feeling kinda good. Mayb exercises do lift ur spirits in one way or another. So guys, go sweat it out for a change! Instead of sitting down in front of the tv/computer/screen/book. Go sweat it out!!
Hm, there's Singapore Idol ltr on. Haha. Tt show reali brings out the colourful and talented ppl ard singapore which we nv thought possible. Today's highlight - Banana Man. On 1st glance, i thot his mask was a watermelon. Haha. Thk he did the theme song from Banana Man the cartoon if i'm not wrong. Haha. So ppl, enjoy the show ltr~
For now, gotta go and finish up my stuff. Cya guys ard!

"Quote"

Love is ... a complicated emotion

Love is ... a source of inspiration

Love is ... above all things and

Always present in your heart

oOoOooOo

bball~ Yesh... Bball today. However, it was kinda last min thou we arranged it last week. Guess it slipped out of our minds. Vincent and Benjamin (btw, ben is a regular too, we call him staff ong as he juz got promoted. He's wacky and crazy but mind u, dun piss him off coz its something tt's v v hard to do. Dun try too!) couldn't make it, vincent had to mit his gf..blah blah... and for ben, he din bring his attire. Not tt i brought mine to work, but mine was in the office lar. Haha... Oh well, guess it wld haf been diff had they been ard coz mayb it will be betta; the guys frm planning office struttin their stuff.... My supervisor/colleague/brother , shuren, he's good at bball man. Despite being a little shorter but almost the same size as me, i feel so ashamed standing beside him. He manages to get into the area while i can't. He relies on dribbling, i rely on speed to get past opponents and note tt i'm not exactly fast. *phew*

Work was horrible today... Nid i go any further? Dun thk so, it will be another grandmother's story. Haha.
Nothin interesting happened, so not gg to type anythin bout' work liao.

ahhhhhhhh............ So tired, but i'm expectin a call frm sam. Yesh, dear old sam ha (tt's his surname). This guy nv fails to break his promises everytime. So now i'm havin 2nd thoughts bout' whether to wait for his call. Its been such a long time since i tok to him liao. Thk it was a couple of months back, mayb bout' 6 mths? I dunno, can't recall liao. He's like a kid to me... Haha. Always coming to me when problems arises but i guess, as his fren, tt's the onli thing i can do - hear and talk to him. Oh ya, most of the time if he actually contacts me 1st, usually it coz he's in some trouble or he's not feeling good. Other than these, i dun usually hear from him, its like he onli remembers my existance when something goes wrong. -_-"

"Quote"

Love is indeed beautiful

But the beauty is exudes depends on both parties

Play your roles and see the splendor that lies beneath

sad...sad...

Hi guys, back yet again. Ready for another installment of my life? Haha...
Din manage to blog yest as it was kinda late when i rched home after catchin "The Village" with 2 of my secondary sch frens yest, namely, Ronghui and Aaron. Wasn't feeling tt good coz they both said i look diff, i look... FATTER, MEATER... Alarm bells are ringing liao. I think i need to look into the matter of gg on a diet or mayb go exercise more, healthy lifestyle ehz? Haha... Aaron claimed i'm somewhat different, he said its the same body but almost a different person inside altogether. Aaron, if u're readin this, can u pls tell him how i've changed? Is it for the betta or worse? Hm... I'm expectin a reply from u asap! "The Village" was pretty good, with the usual twists that u wld expect in M. Night's typical movie, it was pretty scary at some parts where u'll be left wif a shock. The funniest part of the entire show was when this ger sittin in some corner of the cinema screamed, or rather shrilled ultra loudly. Haha... Mayb i add she was the onli one who did tt durin tt point of time.

Today, kinda lazed ard in the office, tkin my own swt time to do the stuff in preparation for the filing duties for the HTSSC thingy. No one other than Danny, SA to Commander 'G' Division, came over to tok to me. So i was kinda isolated today, felt kinda lonely back then. Well, at least i had peace and quiet, an excellent time to relax. However, when i came back home after work, i was so tired i cldn't tk it any longer. I took a long-awaited nap from 3 till 6 in the afternoon. Man, i'm so drained out after the entire week which had those weird events and assignments. In short, i spent my time relaxin and slpin the entire day and now i'm doin something constructive - bloggin. Haha... If i cld call in constructive lar...

Tmr's gg to a long day - duty deployment. Becoz of this deployment, i had to reject joseph's invitation to meet up with the rest of the marist guys at serangoon gardens circles as they were meeting at bout' 8-9pm. As u guys shld be aware, i dun stay near to serangoon, so i reckon i can't make it back early to get sufficent rest to prepare for the duty tmr. Its a 12 hr shift for goodness sake, i hope we get rest time besides lunch and dinner, if not... Its not pleasant standing for 12 hrs when u're fully equipped with the t-batons, handcuffs, EPRS set and revolver and it doesn't help when ur pants is droppin and it strains ur back muscle. Pls, i hope time passes fast or mayb instead of just standing, can walk ard. Its bad when u're onli assigned to a fixed position ya know. It'll be a torture if time is crawling thou it moves at a certain rate but as we all know, our minds have a funny way of playin wif us.

"Quote"

Fears are nothin but illusions that plays in our minds.

Yet our minds are the most powerful tools.

Use it wisely.

- Fight the fear -

Doesn't sound good ehz...

Done! My battle wif the invoices end today! Yes! A sigh of relief sweeps past the room. *phew* I'm finally done wif all the invoices, i muz say i'm pretty suprised tt i managed to do it b4 lunch time and b4 departing office to proceed back to TRACOM. Now my head is spinning after facin figures and numbers for the past 3 days but its all worth the effort in the end lar coz mr vincent now onli has to ensure those invoices that i highlighted is accounted for. A load of his mind and the same goes for mi too. However, where work is concerned. It will never be finish coz when one is done wif the current assignment, another is already creepin into the office liao. Ya, i'm referin to myself too coz i haf filing to be done for the HTES thingy. I've to start 3 new files for the various minutes, documents and e-mails. Furthermore, i gotta go draw 2 more blue files frm store tmr: the files are to be prepared for Commander reference and viewing.

Movin on to the National Day Observance Ceremony rehearsal today, its was a total waste of time. All of us will have to stand thru out the ceremony and mind u, today was onli a rehearsal. For those out there who know the true meanin of rehearsals, i means gg thru loads of time. So ended up standin frm 1.40m to 5.10pm. Its not a pleasant thing to do esp when u were being forced to sing the National Anthem, take the pledge, see the same video presentation, clap at nuthin/no one and sing 3 National songs, namely, "together", "Count on me Singapore" and "Home" for 6 freakin times!!! I have nuthin against the National Anthem or any of the above but when u have to do it over and over and over and OVER again, it just gets on ur nerve! Well, i still have even betta news coming up....
For tmr's ceremony, i hafta report to division at 7am! This means, waking up at 5.55am and then draggin myself to work. We haf to report at 7.40am at TRACOM and wait for the VIPs to arrive at 8.10am and then finally get the ceremony on the way at 8.30 when CP arrives. Even betta now, i can't claim extra hours for this which means i'm doin it all for my division wif no incentitives.... Yes, i'm greedy... Haha...

*tsk* *tsk* I somehow haf this feeling; my mdm doesn't reali like me... Dunno if i'm rite, but she doesn't reali tok to mi much. She doesn't smile when she sees me most of the time but she will joke and smile to the other SC, robin, in the office. Robin, btw is soley in-charge of doin all the designs and stuff. Hm, it makes me wonder if i'm reali tt detestable...

"Quote"

Everyday of ur life is a lesson itself

Open up and you'll realise it.

Breathe Easy - Blue... Just wanna share this song wif u guys...

Cruel to the eye

I see the way he makes you smile

Cruel to the eye

Watching him hold what used to be mine

Why did I lie?

What did I walk away to find

Ooohhh - why.....oooh - why....

Chorus

I.........can't breathe easy

Can't sleep at night

Till you're by my side

No I............can't breathe easy

I can't dream yet another dream

Without you lying next to me

There's no air

Curse me inside

For every word that caused you to cry

Curse me inside

I won't forget, no i won't baby,

I don't know why (don't know why)I left the one I was looking to find

Ooh - why....ooooh, why - whyyy....

Why

Chorus x 1

No I............can't breathe easy

I can't dream yet another dream

Without you lying next to me

There's no air

Out of my mind

Nothing makes sense anymore

I want you back in my life

That's all I'm breathing for

Ooooooohhhhh - tell me why

Oh won't you tell me why

I can't dream yet another dream

Without you lying next to me

There's no air

No, no, no

Chorus x 1

There's no air

up and up....

K, i spent my entire day checkin thru all the invoices again. *GASP* This audit check is reali tirin, mentally draining. I finished my allocated pile of invoices and now i'm embarkin on the remaining piles tt has not been checked yet coz as i mentioned yest, i'm tryin to help mr vincent over here. Tryin to help him ease his workload a little thou mine is startin to increase too. Then again, wat are colleagues for rite? Such as wat are frens for? I'll be having some National Day Observance Ceremony but its onli the rehearsal and all of us haf to be in full-u for goodness sake. Friday is the actual day but who ever heard of attending a rehearsal for a ceremony when all we do is juz to go there, make up the numbers and juz listen? Werid? No, i thk its absurb. Wastin my time over at TRACOM when i can be in my office completing the audit checks coz i still haf filing to do for the HTES thingy.

Anywae, i discovered something shocking today. Okie, my neighbour who's in JC 1 this yr, enrolled into SRJC which was the same sch tt i graduated last year. As if tt is not shockin enuff, this will blow ur minds away...
She's frm guitar! *ArgH* Those who know me back in SR days will probably know i'm quite close wif the ppl frm guitar and i even went back to SR a couple of weeks back to collect my A level cert and the various clubs were rehearsing on stage for the 15th Anniversary of SR, the concert was held at VCH the very nxt day. I was standin and watchin the entire performance, even when guitar club was rehearsin back at the squash court, i was with them. Gosh, i hope my neighbour din recognise mi back then coz frankly speakin, i dun recognise her even thou she stays directly mi. Oh crap... Call myself a neighbour...

Workin this sunday as mentioned yest, motive? To claim extra hours and then can tk off on a weekday w/o touchin my leave. I nid it badly coz i nid to go register for my advanced driving theory! I wanna get my license badly, thereafter go get pursue a course. Haiz, found out tt i might not be gg to attend any web design course liao. Coz my supervisor feels tt it will tk too long to train mi to be proficent in this aspect. At first, i was kinda excited bout' the prospects tt i'll learn somethin applicable but now it seems all hopes are dashed. Hm... Sounds familar? It somehow stems out frm my quote yest. Haha...

"Quote"

The greatest pleasure can sometimes be found in the simplest of things.

Little things do make a difference.

*

Make the conscientious effort to help,

You never know how u might be rewarded.

wat happened...

Well, i was pretty excited bout playin bball today rite? Hm, my colleagues cldn't make it in the end. I can't blame them too, they were pretty caught up in their work and so was I. Spent my time gg thru the invoices of G Div today, me and vincent shared the load. Btw, mr vincent is a regular officer, my colleague. Pretty nice guy, thk as time goes by, i wld haf introduced all the guys in my department which btw stands at bout' 5. Haha. So i'm juz sharin the load with him thou i'm onli a NS to the entire organisation but i believe i make a difference! Self-motivated individual i am. Haha. Btw, movin back to the topic, was doin all the checks on the invoices so as to detect any errors in the event tt we pay more, Dy Commander is gg to haf a long speech again. Geez~

I'm not done wif all the invoices as yet, tmr still got 2 and a 1/2 stack to go for my allocated checking. Thereafter, still got another 2 stacks which is to be decided by who finishes 1st btw mi and vincent. I thk i betta finish my stack 1st coz mr vincent is so bz. There is nv a day where he can actually proclaim tt he is close to finishin up his work. It juz seems to pour and flood in for him. Pity tt poor fellow man, so i betta help him whenever i can.

Work for mi is perodical, when i'm bz, i mean it. When i'm not, wow, i mean NOT. Hm, finished reading "Notes from an even smaller island" by Neil Humphreys juz not too long ago. Thk i gotta check out "Scribbles from an even smaller island" soon i guess. Hope someone has tt book, then can borrow. Haha.... Evil! Now, for the up-comin NDP, i'll be deployed again. This time, its on sunday : 12 hr shift : 9am-9pm. Cool huh? Guardin the place in preparation for the actual NDP on monday. Well, thk i betta stop here for today. Will carry on tmr. If not its too long winded. Haha....

"Quote"

Anticipation leads to anxiety which leads to excitment.

Dissapointments often stems from such emotions.

welfare?

Oh crap. Faced this woman whu is suppose to be CO Finance today. Its with regards to claiming the taxi fare for sat deployment. She wanted an orginal reciept. Yes, i do haf one.
However, when i pass her my reciept, she asked me, "U regular or NS?"
"NS" i said. Then she asked, "U can onli claim either the taxi fare or extra off," ( coz i worked outta my office hr, so can clock extra hrs ) "its written in the PGO (police general orders)"
I was completely blur.... U mean i can't claim both? oh crap... Wat's this? i work more than i'm suppose to, i had to report to work super early and the onli means is by tkin a cab and after all this, u're actually tellin mi in my face tt i can onli claim one of it?? Wat logic does it make? Wat kinda welfare do we have here? Wats the diff btw a regular and a NS officer??
Oh crap... So much for protectin the safety of the nation. This is the kinda welfare tt we get.

Well, movin on now, i dun wish to dwell on tt further liao, i went to the gym today after work wif lewis. Well, he always seems to be in a daze durin his 1st off. Hm... Wonder why tt's always the case. Haha.. My mind is like kinda exhauted but i dun thk i'll be catchin my beauty slp so early. Tmr's gonna be a betta day, at least i hope. There's something to look forward to tmr. Bball! Haha... Yup, its wif my colleagues again. Can tk the chance to relieve myself. At least i feel a little more comfortable wif them now, time plays an important factor. Esp for someone who's as shy as myself (yes yes, i hear giggles and laughter liao...) coz i dun reali tok to ppl tt i dunno tt well. Its a fact and i dunno y and i juz can't seem to overcome it. In fact, its mostly the case for gers. I tend not to haf eye contact wif them tt's y my 1st 3 mths classmates thk i'm arrogrant and "dao" coz of my face. Hm... I tend to be misunderstood. I come across to many as "dao", fierce looking and stuff like this, i thk u got the general idea liao. Oh ya, i blush pretty easily too. Haha... Believe it or not, its entirely up to ya.

"Quote"

Love is wonderful,

Love is woeful.

Love is disturbing,

Love is pacifying.

Love is courageous,

Love is timorous.

ahhh...life...its wat u make of it...

its a sunday man, so its R & R for me today. Spendin some quality time reading and listenin to music. Hm, guess i'm a guy tt adores the simple pleasures in life. Mayb my prospective partner nxt time is also some one who enjoys such the simple stuff. Sitting ard, slackin, baskin in the sun, play some sports and mayb other stuff that can come to my mind tt time. I'm not reali the kinda guy tt loves loud music, drinkin and smokers (definite NO NO). I hate smokers coz generally speakin, most of them are selfish and inconsiderate. Sorry to u guys who are smokers out there, but i mentioned, generally lar, so no offences to anyone out there.

Its pretty rewardin when u spend sundays or any other days as a matter of fact, tk time off from our hectic and fast moving schedule to actually tk a breather. For u ppl out there who have not experienced it yet, its highly recommended by mi, so up to ya to trust me. Oh ya, durin this period of time, u can thk. Yes! Thk bout' everything and anything tt comes to mind. Sorry, but i thk i'm a thinker, i love to thk. Coz i feel it helps in life. Mayb it doesn't work for everyone but its alrite wif me. Some ppl like eve says i'm old traditional china man coz of my attitude and my likings and dislikes. Yes, i do admit tt certain aspects of me reflect tt coz i stick to certain principles in life. I guess it doesn't matter if u dun appear hip coz u gotta admit, trends and "fashionable" thkin dun stay long, the come and go as thou the wind is their master.

Oh ya, wif regards to the post on the quite well paid job which i cld haf taken up. I decided on goin against it. Reasons being, i dun thk i'm suited for the job. I'm neither fluent/eloquent nor do i haf the looks to convince ppl to sign up an account and sell the products. Althou the propects are mouth-waterin, but at the end of the day, i guess i've made up my mind liao. Well, hope i made the rite choice thou to others i might juz be nuthin but a fool who juz let slipped a golden opportunity. Btw, i recieved my results for the basic theory of driving liao. I passed! So the next step, hm....
Time to find a driving instructor after applyin for my PDL and also for my final theory. The tasks at hand of passing final theory and practical are both daunting but hopefully i can update u guys on this wif good news.

"Quote"

One's mentality muz be right in order to achieve victory in a battle.

Think wisely and wrong moves will be minimal.

Determination will reap rewards.