Achieve big. Think small

As i sit in front of my comp, looking thru my list of friends on friendster, I can't help but wonder how many of those people i actually know quite well.

It seems a pretty weird fact that people whom u see everyday but do not greet u actually add u into their "friends" list. I mean, this provides a new avenue and channel for you to make the first move but does anything happen thereafter? Or does it just remain status quo and u walk by each other as usual, pretending that u've never seen him/her.

Food for thought.

I perused through some of my sec sch mate's profiles and pictures. The changes that they have undergone seems to be quite interesting. Both physically and mentally. For example, taking part in marathons, starting their own business, growing obese. Lol

I pale in comparison.

What have i achieved for the past 21 years? Its coming onto 22 and i haven't found my forte or direction in life. I feel like a loser.
Alot of my friends are chasing their dreams, going for their interest.
I'm only pursing a paper reluctantly, if i could put it that way.
Maybe studies isn't my cup of tea.

Oh well.

I need to achieve something big.

Okie, how bout starting with something small then.....