Prequel to KL trip...

Tmr's the Kl trip... i'm juz about done packing my stuff... dunno y... but i dun seem to be hyped up or excited by it... could it be due to the impending visit coming up this coming tues? I can't put my finger to it... or mayb its juz the company... but i'm gg with so many of the other guys...
darn.. in preparation for this trip... the other guys have been asking me wat i'm gg to do... its like.. everyone is directing their preferences to me.. hey, do i look like the i/c? haha
Lately, i feel that everyone is looking to me for directions... Even my Mdm noticed.. She commented this afternn when she asked if i was gg for lunch... "Gg for lunch? Or waiting for ur kaki (frens) to come and find u? They always find u mah..." Gosh.. my interpretation... to put it crudely.. its like.. i'm their nanny...althou sometimes i do feel like tt..haha... or in a nicer manner... their contact point... .. i'm the youngest amongest them... yet some look for me for advice and directions... i'm more than happy to be playing such a role... but at times... u can't expect me to be superman and accede to everyone's request.. please be understanding.. k?



Work sucks.. i'm overloaded once more... 4 mtgs in 3 days... 5 minutes of mtg... 1 visit...
I feel tt i'm victimised at work by certain people.. this makes me sick... i'm stigmatised...
Argh! enuff of work.... I've had enuff for these 4 days...