can i be a freshman again.. pls??

this entry comes at the end of my 2nd sem... it marks the end of my freshmen year too.. i'm seriously starting to feel old.. once i was 21.. now moving onto 22(in a couple of mths) and more.. wat's more.. my sis is pregnant!

Tt's fantastic news.. but she had to remind me.. that i was gg to be an uncle... argh..

3 mths holiday? nah.. not for me.. mine is totally filled with stuff.. haha.. totally not wat i had in mind.. lets see.. special sem --> reservist --> FOC
3 mths filled up easily.. (but not wat i had in mind)

i still need a break.. a holiday.. a year without a break.. sucks totally... no time to re-energise...

I'm so looking forward to FOC in july.. it reminds me of my time as a freshman.. i wanna relive the experience.. where you meet new frens.. go thru stupid games.. but now.. i can't.. memories... trying to bask in it once more...

can i just be a freshman once again.. pls??

i dread growing up.. i love my life the way it is now.. well.. not in all aspects.. but mostly.. i wish for some things to change.. fast thou.. lol....

i can't see for sure which direction i'm heading for.. i juz wanna take things one step at a time.. which i'm afraid is impossible..

change.. change.. change..

if i had some magical powers of sort.. lol...