welfare?

Oh crap. Faced this woman whu is suppose to be CO Finance today. Its with regards to claiming the taxi fare for sat deployment. She wanted an orginal reciept. Yes, i do haf one.
However, when i pass her my reciept, she asked me, "U regular or NS?"
"NS" i said. Then she asked, "U can onli claim either the taxi fare or extra off," ( coz i worked outta my office hr, so can clock extra hrs ) "its written in the PGO (police general orders)"
I was completely blur.... U mean i can't claim both? oh crap... Wat's this? i work more than i'm suppose to, i had to report to work super early and the onli means is by tkin a cab and after all this, u're actually tellin mi in my face tt i can onli claim one of it?? Wat logic does it make? Wat kinda welfare do we have here? Wats the diff btw a regular and a NS officer??
Oh crap... So much for protectin the safety of the nation. This is the kinda welfare tt we get.

Well, movin on now, i dun wish to dwell on tt further liao, i went to the gym today after work wif lewis. Well, he always seems to be in a daze durin his 1st off. Hm... Wonder why tt's always the case. Haha.. My mind is like kinda exhauted but i dun thk i'll be catchin my beauty slp so early. Tmr's gonna be a betta day, at least i hope. There's something to look forward to tmr. Bball! Haha... Yup, its wif my colleagues again. Can tk the chance to relieve myself. At least i feel a little more comfortable wif them now, time plays an important factor. Esp for someone who's as shy as myself (yes yes, i hear giggles and laughter liao...) coz i dun reali tok to ppl tt i dunno tt well. Its a fact and i dunno y and i juz can't seem to overcome it. In fact, its mostly the case for gers. I tend not to haf eye contact wif them tt's y my 1st 3 mths classmates thk i'm arrogrant and "dao" coz of my face. Hm... I tend to be misunderstood. I come across to many as "dao", fierce looking and stuff like this, i thk u got the general idea liao. Oh ya, i blush pretty easily too. Haha... Believe it or not, its entirely up to ya.

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