diarrohea....

The most dreaded 4 letter word in my life... S-I-C-K... i think i've gotten food poisoning stage 1... the stomach cramps... which nv seem to go away... and also diarrohea.... sick... sick....

Nomination day cum netball competiton

waking up @ 4 isn't fun... slping @ 4 isn't exactly thrilling too... wonder how lorna does it.... *blur*....
anywae... this is for yest entry... 17/8/05...


4 am : woke up to drag myself to report for duty... the taxi uncle din make my journey to station any betta... in fact... he worsen it... the bright spark? it was onli a 15 mins ride... *phew....*
okie.. so the crowd thronged into PA like water... and oh... i saw the CNA reporter... darn... she interviewed someone beside me... TWICE.... i wasn't captured on tv at all... i think she must have hated police officers... haha... kidding....


1.15 pm : the deployment ended earlier than expected... which was good lar....
went back to work after returning my arms... while the rest of the officers headed home... some of them labelled me crazy.... haha.... but wat to do...? i had the HTES mixed netball comp after work....
so had to struggle with my tired and exhausted mind to work for the remaining 4 hrs at my workstation...



5.30 pm : headed to Kallang Netball Centre... ya... netball...u must be wondering wat the hell i'm doing playing a female sport... all in the name of fun... for 4 guys who onli played the nxt closest thing... bball... i think we did pretty okie bah.... played 4... won 3...we lost to prisons... the prisons team are always playing in some inter-carnvial thingy lar... so they are darn offay with the game... even the guys... gosh... i think they have a dedicated team for this... okie...



conclusion : staying awake for 20 hrs (standing in the hot sun and running ard the netball court thru the course of the day...) isn't fun esp when u have a mtg the nxt morning..... the panda is back to haunt me again... my eye bags... grr...

pe....nomination day...

okie... i'm deployed tmr for nomination day... any one who wants to visit me can do so from 0700 till 1400 hrs tmr at people's association....
gosh... gotta slp early today... have to rch station by 0430 hrs....

roller coaster... emotions...

the past week has been a roller-coaster ride.. luckily i managed to come outta it alive... went for my class 3 conversion from tues to thurs... almost got into accidents... got critised that my judgement and observations skills are lousy.. was darn demoralised on tues... wed was much betta.. flooring the accelerator in the driving circuit was darn fun... esp when petrol is free... haha... thurs was okie... y a roller coaster ride u ask... the emotional swing is drastic.. (as if it wasn't plain enuff... haha..)

i think certain things are hitting back to me... but i'm not certain bout' it... it feels like it.. the look... the movements... the thoughts.... the aura... its all so overwhelming... i'm certainly overtaken at times... hm... BUT... i'm not thkin bout' it... i'm in control...

its been a lazy sat alright... but i think tt's good... i'm sooOOo deprived of proper rest... as they say... resting is in preparation for the longer journey ahead... (okie... so its a direct translation... dun luff... ) yep... NDP is on tues... most prob will be on duty... dun be shock to see me in moi full-u with my arms ard city hall... haha... tt's a sight to behold... haha...