~NDP Preview Advanced Party Deployment~

wow..spiderman 2 OST sounds pretty good, coz i heard couple of the songs. Such as Vindicated, Ordinary and a few others. Hm, but tt's besides the pt. Coz Jay Chou's new album is comin out on Aug 3th which most prob i wun be gettin again. Haha.. Money is tight lar, which explains why i hardly buy CDs.

Oh man, had such a "wonderful" day. Woke up at 5am juz to report for work. Had to report for NDP Preview Advanced Party Deployment and be full armed with everything ( it makes my pants super heavy and strains ur pelvic bone) b4 6am. Luckily, taxi fare can claim sia. However, one of my colleagues who's a NSI forgot to get the uncle to print the reciept, $15 flew away like this, but then again, he's a NSI, which means his pay is $1105 i think, so y not? He sure can afford it man. Haha.. Spent my time guarding the door which restricted entry to people except for those who held passes. Stood there waitin for POs frm SECOM to scan the areas before sealing it. Its security purposes, after all this terrorist hype. Its good coz, come on man, its the NDP Preview, loads and loads of ppl are gg to be ard. We dun wan something undesirable to happen rite? Btw, the dogs highly trained in identifyin bombs were pretty cute. Haha.. Today's preparations reali opened me up, thkin tt every minute detail couldn't be left out, if not...wow.... I can't imagine the consequences sia. I muz add, i look pretty weird in my full-u, coz of my tiny frame i guess. haha...

Oh well, came home. Was too tired to even go out liao. Slpt from 5pm to 7.30pm after refreshin myself. Feel pretty bad for rejectin PD's invitation for dinner with the rest, but i was just so drained out. Havin slpt not much the nite b4, then standing for 7 hrs straight, onli had 5 mins toilet break for the entire time. Amazed? haha, dun haf to be. Its part and parcel of the job lar. Protectin the safety of the nation. Oh crap.... Guessed i've been brain-washed by this NS thingy liao. Bad, v bad.

"Quote"

Love life,

Live life,

Its a gift,

Such as love is too

confuse...confuse...confuse...

juz to fill you guys in on y i'm confused. I went to listen to this company(shall not mention names) which deals wif network marketing, its somehow similar to the pyramid system therfore, i have my doubts. However, the company uses e-banking which is sponsered by UOB bank leh. The entire concept, i muz admit, sounds super tempting, thou it'll be hard for the start. But can u imagine, mi, a person w/o a degree yet, earning 1K or mayb even 2 K per mth? tt sounds totally cool. It could be use to pay for my Uni sch fees as well and also be use to supplement my NS income, which stands at a measly 420 per mth. what shld i do??? shld i or shld i not??
hai..........
this is drivin mi nuts. I'm afraid i dun haf the attitude to carry on where i started.Oh ya, they will send ppl for courses too, so this might be the stepping stone for mi in my life career. Tis job, which is kinda part-time, where loads of NS guys are doin as well, its flexible lar, can last me for the nxt 2 yrs. After i ORD, i haf another 2-3 mths before Uni starts, so mayb i cld carry on where i left of. HOW???????

"Food for Thought"

Money is the root of all evil

Yet men "root" for this evil

Ironic huh??

time for a change?

Mayb its time i changed the style and the way i type. No more "...... ...... ...." in between sentences or phrases. I think it might look betta and also help me to type faster during work with all the documents and mintues and stuff that i hafta finish up. Hm, i'm feelin quite good today coz i finally finished the write-up for the interview today, it turned out pretty good thou it was TOO long but my supervisor helped by vetting thru it. WOW...kinda proud of myself..ahem! haha..

My colleague treated me to a a movie tonight after work, actually wanted to catch "Mean Girls" but the showtimes were juz ridiculous. So we ended up watchin "I, robot", its not bad i muz add.

Work, work, work..Nv ending work. I was tasked with updatin the library books and VCDs that Planning office is in-charge today. I'm still sortin out the books into the various categories, after which gotta make sure that they're accounted for. Hm, guess its gonna tk quite some time. Oh my...Oh my....

"Food for Thought"

Time waits for no one, so why do we wait for time?

weird huh...

Live your dreams, Not live in dreams

breathe easy...

back once more...typin thoughts into this dear diary of mine...haha...ya know...sometimes spendin time along the beach is so juz so nice...simple...calm..it helps u to thk alot too...like wat in the world am i doin to my life?! i've been doin loads of thkin for the past few days...esp when mi and my JC frens went to sentosa yest...thkin bout' almost every other possible thing tt could come to my mind...guess i like things plain and simple...i enjoy the simple pleasures in life..like sitting down,closin my eyes...calmin down..cool~
oh well...i realised i've more jobs than wat i knew of...i'm currently SA(staff assistant) to Head Planning..but at the same time..i'm also SA to PDS(People Developer Standard) Secretariat...which means my work load for now is still managable...However, i recieved a bombshell on Sat mornin...I'm being "conferred" with the title...SA to HTES(Home Team Eastern Sector) Secretariat...which also means....more stuff to do...more filing...more e-mails...more meetings...more minutes...more stress...more...more...more....less time...less less less....wow...guess i should be paid more for NS huh? haha....oh well...part and parcel of the job i guess...time and stress management...hope i get to learn more stuff outta this...haha...heard tt they're revising NSF pay...hope tt its for ALL...and not only for ARMY...coz it will be unfair to all NSF in SPF and SCDF....ppl like ME! oh well...but wat to do....MINDEF is soOoOo much richer than SPF and SCDF...haha..anywae...heard bout' the "terrorism" poster pasted at Chinatown? hm...sounds fishy now...thk someone is tryin to be funnie...mayb security levels should be raised for this period of time thou the poster looks kinda crudely done....ya...mayb the govt will do sumthin bout' it....we won't wan to haf a repeat of the Yishun situation......

"Food for Thought"

Beware of wat goes on ard u

U nv know who's behind tt mask

my JC frens thk i look like tis...coz i'm too tanned...hm...but i dun see wat mi and it haf in common...views? anyone? haha...

choices...

hi guys..wonder if i'm speakin to myself sometimes...oh well...doesn't matter..tis is suppose to be an online diary...today was a day of mixed emotions, filled wif confusion, laughter and all other descriptions tt u can possibly find lar...was kinda torn btw havin lunch wif the NS guys or wif my colleagues whom are regular officers..i feel so torn..i'm torn btw the loyalty tt has to be shown...well..this was one of it...hm..then came the phone call tt disrupted my plans for tmr..how much i was lookin forward to havin my day off...at least half day to enjoy myself...now..all plans have been put on hold...oh well...how nice...oh yes...how very nice...i feel so empty, lost and confuse now..i wonder wats actually hoggin my mind at this very instance...i dunno...and i might nv know...juz tt period of time when i feel so blur...so lost for words...Spent my day reviewin and correcting the minutes i did yest....spent time toking to my supervisor...and slackin in the office...MAN! MY OFFICE has this WEIRD SMELL! we're gettin a air freshner tmr...this betta turns out good..coz i heard frm my fren tt Commander and Deputy Commander are gg ard doing spot checks these few days....if they ever discover the state of my office...i thk they'll take some very drastic actions...i smell trouble~ haha...oh ya...i was forced to register for the NIKErealrun thingy which will be held on the 15th Aug, Sunday mornin 8am at Sentosa...Its 10km for nuts...but all i wan is the t-shirt tt they are givin out...its COOL! Its by NIKE...thk dry-tech or sumthin similar...however, its onli limited to the 1st 5000 ppl who register..guess the chances are fadin wif each passin day....hm...fate beholds..haha....

"Quote"

If onli choices were so much simpler

If onli we could have the best of both worlds

If onli men were void of emotions

Men would live longer

hMmMm...

guess i'm havin quite a good day lar...haha..except for wakin up late..hm...mayb if i wake up late...everything will turn out fine...had quite an eventful day actually..attendin the 2 meetings...which wasn't reali tt bad afterall...at least i had 2 minutes to complete...which i did all by today!! wow...i'm good...haha...well...at least i din spend my time todae slackin ard...at least there was something to do lar...which is good...hm...well..at least i learnt stuff tt others gg thru NS wouldn't have...unless they're in the police too lar...hm...i would like to tk this opportunity to clarify tt being in the police is not WEAK! we're juz a selected group of talented individuals...haha....tt are taked with the responsibility of safe-keepin the safety of the nation...we're juz as strong as any of those army toots....haha....hm..well...time for mi to go...dinner is served...stomach is answering its call....gtg.....have a nice day ahead to whoever is readin this...

"Quote"

Life is wat u make of it

Choose your path wisely

No one can ever reverse the decision for you

U're responsible for urself

No one else is

Choose Wisely

....nuthin's quite rite....

well...guess...i'm more more of less...kinda familiar with this bloggy thingy liao...hm..geuss my day wasn't reali v interestin...hMmM..since when was it ever interesting...oh well...spent the entire day photostatin documents for the meetin tmr...applyin for 1/2 day leave...and listenin to music...eatin..guess nuthin much liao lor...oh ya...i'm also spending the time tryin to correct my writin style....ARGH! still not accustomed to it...so "le chey"...tmr's gonna be a long day....got 2 meetings in the mornin...(btw..make myself sound so coporate huh? oh crap)....oh ya...played bball wif my colleagues after work today...kinda funnie lar...coz...oh well...dunno how to express it to u guys readin this...tt's if any1 ever reads it....the bottom line...it was down rite funnie/weird...haha...
juz heard tt my fren got sum probs in her relationship...well..i'm like kinda lost for words too...but still...i juz told her to juz hang on to it...dun let it go...coz i dun wan any1 to end up like poor mi...*sob* oh well..i hafta admit, i'm not love guru or anythin similar of tt standard...or even aunt agony as a matter of fact...but i'm always willin to help my frens...tt's y most find mi when they haf probs...haha...crap..but not anymore lar...thou "business" is poor...but i could draw a positive note frm it...either they are kinda stable..if not they forgot bout' this poor guy tt's typin his blog here...haha....should i say...i'm mature or wat?? haha...oh crap man....jialat sia...
oh well...its been a less than eventful day for mi....juz hope tmr will turn out betta....

"Quote"

For 2 total strangers to come together and eventually become lovers...the chances are so slim...but fate has a funnie way of dealing wif ppl....but in the event tt they do come together...treasure it...u wun know when it might end...hopefully for all u ppl out there...the day will nv come....~

iTs my 2nd day using this blog thingy, haven’t reali come to terms with it yet…still kinda stuck…man…I’m juz so lousy…now I’m sitting in the office alone…ALONE…coz almost everyone is out for the MIDP meeting…but still feeling kinda good tt I dun haf to attend tt meeting lar…coz its such a DRAG..if not gotta do the minutes and might be late for the test…oh well…got my basic theory test ltr in the evening…but I dun feel confident at all…my squadmates told mi its sOoOo easy..told mi not to worry..but then again…can’t help thkin bout’ it lar..basically, weather todae has been quite nice..hope it remains this yr…listenin to S.H.E now…so nice…with the weather liddat…wow…
I’m suppose to conduct an interview wif this regular officer to put it up on the G.E.M (Golf’s e-mag) where ‘Golf’ is the callsign for Bedok Police Division. However, this idiot has not replied mi yet..ever since last week clamin he’s bz and stuff liddat..and my dateline is on the 25th!!!!!!!! The article has to be vetted by my supervisor before it is sent out thru broadcast. Well, hope tt guy finally wakes up and lemme get my assignment done. HmMm..mayb all these assignments that I have on hand, can be kept as my portfolio and for future use huh? Haha..evil idea…no lah…crap…

Oh..juz came back frm the stupid basic theory...hope i did well enuff to pass...competition is tough these days...i already have 1 confirmed wrong....but i was the 1st to come out lar...so a little consolation tt might come in handy...oh crap...well then...gotta look forward to work tmr...and after work too...bball wif my colleagues...1st time wif them...hope everything turns out fine...haha...btw..i'm the youngest there...so kinda funnie...haha...but...i'm no pushover!!

"Quote"
Relationships are like blowing ballons..pressure it impt…too much….it bursts…too little..not nice lah…its bout’ the perfect blend of strength..both physically and mentally…

When u're in it, u wanna be out...

When u're outta it, u wanna be in...

Relationships are so strange, so foreign, so mysterious, so tempting, so this and so that…oh crap… yet most go seekin for it…when will this cycle or quest ever end? Mayb its not suppose..tt’s how life carries on…
Well..quote for thought huh? Hah...

crAp...TEsTin sia...

okie...this is my 1st time here...so kinda foreign to tis place as yet...oh crap...had quite a good time todae with my squadmates from TRACOM...man...missed those days slackin ard in the barrack and all the shit tt we always get...but heck...now we've already POP liao...everyone has their own goals and work...but still it was kinda nice to mit up for the chalet and had quite a fun time at wild wild wet todae...shit...now kana sunburn liao lor....hai...tmr still got my basic theory driving test...i wanna get my license fast...i wanna drive...hai...but then again...$$ is an issue here...but heck it....juz go the test...
man..thk my pay is not sufficent....its too little...i can't do anythin wif it....except for meals and travellin....i nid to save up for rainy weather....
hai...life is terrible...
esp so when u're alone...alone...and alone....... .....................