Walkin the lonely road...

Okie, its time to put an end to all of this... all this while, being dazzled by the confusion that surrounds me and my life... its time...

I've decided!! i'm gg to come out of this stronger.. betta.. (okie, mayb not betta)... but at least now i know which way i'm headed.. I'm simply not ready for any of this... as much as i wished the road would not be long and lonely.. but I'm really not... really not ready.. thking simply brings me back to ol' times when i thk i failed terribly thru' out the 1.5 yrs... i was immature.. i was rash.. i was.. rubbish... I'm not gg to let this bog me down further.. Now i want to walk this road alone... snap out of all this illusion that others had been incarcating me with... I'm not gg to be swayed...(ya.. u ppl get the pt already...).. so instead of urging me.. y not show ur encouragement?

Pls refrain urself from making any more comments.. thanks.. would really appreciate it..

Now, i feel so much betta... i'm gg to enjoy every bit of my life..

I juz wan things to be back to normal.. back to the way it was... before the entire eposide started.. Just let it be will ya??