red... sick... green... envy....

red... red... i see red... haha... bloodshot eyes.. anger... red is the colour now... green... envy... trees... blah blah... oh well... green is the colour of things to come.. haha! i can't seem to do things that i wan to do... i need to watch my words... i'm binded by restrictions... Shrunks.. this sucks.. haha...
there are so many things gg on... i can't seem to get my life in order... =GEM= is alive!!... surely and slowly draining my energy away... i refused to accept that it was before that... but now... i see it all so more clearly... i can't grasp the concept of how the puny little brain of mine works... haha... and worse... i'm being reminded of stuff whenever certain things occur... crap... need a betta brain... haha...



does it sound all so foreign to u?? haha... tt's the way its meant to be.... its my jargon... sorry peeps.. u guys will have to take a back seat this time ard... haha...



its alive... its alive.... haha....



i'm dying under the pile of work... 3 dialogue sessions... 4 meetings... argh... it ain't fun when u're the one doing all the recording... and for goodness sake... my grasp of the english language is terrible....



nnnnooooooooo.... my stomach doesn't feel that good now... must have been eating too much lately... time to watch my weight and wat i eat.... oooOooooooooOoo.... feeling sick.....