confusion... thoughts running... relaxing...

Okie, i'm blogging once more... Been doing loads of thinking... Just to fuill u up, i've been on a week leave last week.. needed some time-off from work and to go for a trip with my jc frens... well... its been a fruitful and enjoyable trip... y fruitful u might ask... coz at least i took my mind off work... but in the end, was loaded with other thoughts... anywae... today was back at work and for once, i din have to drag myself to office like any other monday morning, so i guess the trip paid off...

Just a little something from my trip.... Hm, 4 days... 3 nites of suffering slping on a hard "bed" if i could even call it one... Gers who spend $$ like there's no tmr... nah, kidding on that point... to round up the trip, i got attacked by the flu bug... and now i'm coughing and still suffer from the occasionalm "reminder calls" from my nose... darn... during the trip, although its juz a small little trip to m'sia as some of u might snudge it off aside, but i guess i realised loads of stuff... Seen the side of ppl that i've nv seen before.... Minor stuff that magnifies into real big stuff...

Bob, a quote for you.... "Like the leaves that fall, love will pick me up once more...."

Anywae, as i was saying... Been doing alot of thinking... not that i wanna think... but i'm a thinker.. should there be a moment that i dun think, i thk there's something wrong with me... i'm confused once again... darn... CAN'T i ever be certain on something????!!! I dunno wats wrong with me... Since that day... i thought i could juz put it aside coz i interpreted it as over... but now someone comes along the way and tells me that the race is still on??? i dunno wats the status now... haha... gosh, am i blur or wat? i need to listen properly... I NEED BETTA LISTENING SKILLS......... i think i need to chill off a little........ yes... tt's wat i need.... directional signs.... traffic lights.... road blocks... gosh... wat the hell am i saying???

Gropping my way in the dark

Courage can bring me only this far

Unspoken strength i seek

has it forsaken me?