joe's entry...

i dunno.. but as i was reading joe's blog.. i could realli understand wat he's gg thru.. joe, if u're reading this (thou its highly unlikely..), i can't offer any advice... i'm not a guru (as aaron can testify...) but the least i can do is that my line is available if u wanna tok to someone thou its been weeks after it occured... i saw his some words which he wrote @ the end and it was realli emotional.... guess it got me into the swing of things....

"Distant is the feeling, hurt is the man...

Soft was ur touch, fallen way too hard...

Once the closest but now its the end...

How long before life begins anew?

Just for me but not you.

I guess this is making me ponder and reflect on the reality of getting into a r/s during NS...Too many tales i've heard from others... wondering if this will deter me from getting into 1... should i decide to ty to get into 1...