screwed @ Tq..

i screwed up at the TQ auditions.. big time man...

sang z-chen's "may i love u" in the end.. darn! i shld have went with alex's "jia gei wo".. but this is juz an after thot..

was so nervous my voice juz wasn't stable.. and i mixed up certain words which lead to me munching my words.. "dictation" - 0 pts... "showmanship" - 0 pts...
results wld be made known on the 20th.. but my guess is as good as any others.. i won't be able to make it pass... a lil' tad disappointed in myself.. coz it juz wasn't my usual standard.. y can't i overcome my fears.. if i can.. if i can.. i wld...

enuff of harbouring thots on public performance.. i'm not cut out for such stuff..

Yanzi's concert yest was FABULOUS.. althou the crowd was mellow.. i saw a couple of older generation uncles and aunties turning up (w/o any kids).. and they were simply "watching" the event.. wat happened to interaction during concerts.. i was trying my best to indulge in the atmosphere.. but when i look ard.. it seemed that i was brought back to reality..
Yanzi turned out in a realli stunning yellow dress .. haha.. her opening song - Feng Zheng, was simply breathtaking.. i was in awe... she's realli unique.. i can't elaborate more.. u shld have been there in person...

Now, i've got a headache.... ache... ache...