weekends? confidence...

Oh, tmr is monday and shuren will not be in the office which means i'm alone. He's on course for 3 days and therefore i will have to find something to keep me occupied till he returns. Thou he has assigned me work to complete but i thk i will be able to complete them in one day coz even he felt that it wasn't alot. Vincent on the other hand in in Vietnam for the entire week for the study trip organised by SPF and after which, his stay will be short. Hm, so now its left with mdm, ben, robin and me to help cover these ppl's duties thou robin focuses on design, and i'm on PDS so good luck to ben! Haha..

How did u guys out there spend ur weekends? Weekends as we are all acutely aware, is one of the most impt time of the week, mayb it isn't to u, but to me.. It bears significance and so to say that i din spend my weekend wisely is just like slapping myself in the face.

Ya, that was the case for this weekend. Coz i stayed home on both days. At first on sat, it wasn't reali that bad coz it provided me ample time to rest and recover from a week's work which can be totally draining. Getting myself mentally and physically back on track seemed to be the ideal thing to do after a hectic week but as we all should know; too much of something is nv good. Today, once again i did not go out to relax and enjoy. The onli time i stepped outta the hse was when i acc my sis to change her hp and that was it. Stayed home the entire day and i felt so cropped and stuffed in the hse. It definitely damaged my mental health to a certain extend and it made me feel that mayb working isn't reali that bad after all coz at least i'm able to interact with the rest of the guys at work. I think my health was also affected coz the air at home was so stagnant and it provided me with bouts of headaches. Things were quite bad that i went cycling ard my estate after dinner and indeed, it revitalised me quite a bit. Cycling ard my estate reminds of tzewei, who btw is my "sis" haha... Not onli her, but also her bicycle coz it broke down the last time we cycled ard. That squeaky little bicycle of hers which is almost impossible to accelerate at a speed higher that an average person who's running. That was aged ago and it brought back memories, been quite a while since i last saw her, hope to be able to meet up with her soon. I guess sometimes being single can reali wear u down huh? Then again, there are always 2 sides to the coin and i understand that being in a relationship can also be the case. My conclusion? Everyone needs to be loved and be emotionally adored from time to time to somewhat reassure him/her of their worth to others. Or mayb its juz me? Hm...

Have u ever encountered situations that make u stop and ponder whether ur life has been fruitful up till this moment in time and then u'll juz be thrown into the deep end and it strikes u that u're actually in a dilemna. Humans are juz nv satisfied with wat they've got be it emotionally or in material terms.

Life is nv the same again...

"Quote"

Self worth affects confidence

Confidence affects oneself